Tuesday, December 14, 2004

 

F.I.N.A.L.

I don't know how many of you have been plagued by the knowledge or even us of any sort of card games other than poker, but the title of this refers to the Yugioh set called Destiny Board. If all 5 letters are on the field your opponent is killed in some grisly manner, or you win, something like that. I found it interesting that I have exactly 5 finals this week and I am wondering who is spelling out the word and if it isn't me, do I die after I take the last letter? Either way each final has begun to take its tole on me. Oddly enough I feel very little now that I have taken my Anatomy lecture and lab final today. It is as if all the unspeakable fears and horrors inside my head were suddenly gone. Not lifted or released, that would connotate some good feeling that would follow it, like taking a really long pee and feeling better afterwards. This is more like the guy in the alley stopped pointing a shotgun at you and left suddenly. The negative stimulus has been removed but what replaced it is really nothing more than a lack of the all-consuming fear of failure. I still have a physiology and scientific inquiry final left but those pale in comparrison to what happened today.
The icing on the cake today was falling asleep in one of the labs with the "massage" tables. Despite the Pixies, and other normally loud bands playing in my ear still, on I drifted off.
I've also developed a slight addiction to web comics. The ridiculousness is that I end up starting from the beginning of a very old comic then work my way, all the way, to the beginning.
Right. Still have 2 finals left, must ... finish them.

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